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Things I can’t change today:

I have a doctor’s appointment
I have to work right after
I can’t text my friends, my own fault
Everyone else has lives and are going to continue their day with our without you in it
She cares about more than one person, not just one like you
She slept over at her friend’s house. That’s it. That’s done
She’s going to text a lot of other people today and still be happy. Because she is happy. 


Things to remember:

Today will be difficult, but it’s not the end of the world
It’s going to get better but only with time
She told you that she loves you, forever and always.
She believes it’ll be okay too.
She just wants you to get better which is why she talked to you
You’re different than everyone else. SO things will be different with you
Just concentrate on yourself today. If you start thinking bad just take a deep breath and talk to someone or do something



It’s when you stopped telling me things, that I realized you stopped caring that I knew 

This morning she woke up with a full mind, unable to fall back asleep. As she lay there with her eyes closed, the only things she could think of were the questions left unanswered. She wondered why things were different now. Or more difficult to achieve happiness. Why the excitement to see her had gone away to a point that she believes she doesn’t want to see her at all anymore. 

I’m not too sure why I let myself do this. I make one person my everything. Not relationship wise, friendship wise. I get so attached it’s exhausting. To a point where I drive that person insane. I drive myself crazy too.

They hold all my happiness. And I let it happen. I base my entire day or night off when I get to see or talk to this person. And when they can’t be there, I shut down. I break down and I’m a terrible mess. And I tell myself the only way I can feel better is if they give me attention.

That’s not fair. Not fair to myself and that person. I just get upset at them for things that are unreasonable and crazy. 

Because what happens is they find something better and leave me there with my anxiety and depression. And it completely ruins me. 

I’m broken into a million tiny pieces. Impossible to get myself back into one, whole, happy piece. I’m a complete mess. This entire week has been terrible for me. To be perfectly honest, I’m not sure how long I can last like this. It’s just too much.